Changing Name

See? "Shira" is the best name I could get for my UTAU. But in Japanese rule, you can only use "Shira" if there's a following kanji after it. If it's not, then "Shiro" would take place. Using "Shiro" for her name? Hell no. Then I searched for another name in Google and found "Nao". I even used that name in my UTAU's first video in Youtube. So again, I asked Google for Japanese names and their meanings and I found "Itsuki". When I searched on Youtube, thank God there's no UTAU called Itsuki. There. I gave the name to my UTAU. From now on, call her Matsukaze Itsuki. Even thou it said "Itsuki" is a given name to boys.

My UTAU on Youtube!!

I am happy--really happy. Well.. honestly this isn't the right time to be happy since next week I'll face exams, exams and exams. But hey, Matsukaze Nao (yes I changed her name) is here and people can hear her voice from now on. And yeah, the thing I need the most for these times is critique.

It's late night already and I don't know what to post beside this. So here's Nao's video.

Reprinting

.. or copying, or stuff. Seriously, I hate that thing. And I hate for those who did that. I mean, be yourself! Don't copy others! I always keep that in my mind. Even thou sometimes I copy my friends' style, usually I ask them first (just for joking). Like when my friend writes another style of "A", then I'd say, "Hey that's cool. Let me use that style." And my friend will just giggle and let me be.

Talking about copying the others, a member in VO just felt that. Let's call her.. Iku. She's a fan of Touhou game, and first she used one of those Touhou's character as her name. She also put a picture of the character on her signature. But then she changed her name, her avatar, either her signature. I recognize her since we both active in a thread. After that, I saw a member with a similar name with Iku's before name. When I took a look at the member, she uses the same signature as Iku had before. Tsk tsk tsk.. If I were Iku, I'll just kill her.

My.. Dearest.. UTAU..

So yeah.. I'm finished with the voicebanks, but oto.ini is sure difficult me. Now I'm making the .frq files for all syllables (anyway, please ask Mr. Google in case if you don't know what's .frq file). The friend which I asked for help said that the simplest way to make the oto.ini is using SetParam, an application in OREMO. Before, I deleted it since I didn't know that OREMO can do such a thing. Fortunately I still kept it in Recycle Bin. So all I needed to do is restore the folder.

At the start, I'm planning to make Shira has Indonesian voicebanks but since I still have a plenty of things to do beside UTAU (such as school assignments, family gather, tests, vice versa) so the original reclist would do. But I haven't finished all of them yet. I only recorded the usual syllables. I pass the ones which appear rarely (you should know how noisy the room when I was recording; my sister kept asking for his laptop, my brother protested me to be silent, and so on--that's why the recording isn't completed yet). And I missed the "cho". It appears on World's End Dancehall while I was testing my UTAU's voicebanks. Well, tomorrow the voicebanks should be done (I can't let my Shira waits too long :P)

Shounen Ai?!

Perfectly, I disagree with that. Same with shoujo ai. Logically, it's a taboo right? If everyone like that, no doubt humans will extinct. And the weirdest thing ever is many girls are crazy about shounen ai, and even yaoi! OMG. I'm sure they don't really care about themselves. I mean, if I met a really cute-looking guy in an anime (usually girls like those shounen ai and yaoi things if it's in an anime or manga) I'll think that I want him to be real so I can be with him. Also in shoujo ai or yuri, definitely I'll close the picture and I'll never open it again. Well once, I read a yuri manga. I just want to know what is it like and it disgusts me. So I swear to myself I won't read that kind of thing anymore.

I spent my day in front of my damn laptop. But somehow it's crashed; AGAIN (no wonder why my teacher said to me to get a new one). I'm deciding to make Soune Renzi sings Romeo and Cinderella -Another- (have I told you that sometimes I'm Renzi's user?) but I messed with the intro. Well yeah, all I need to do is mixing the vocal and the instrument. And I use Romeo and Cinderella instrument. They're the same, but in the -Another- version, there's a silent part longer that in Romeo and Cinderella and I forgot to edit that. Let's just say I need to make 10 parts of it, and mix all of them into one. I'm done for 4 parts and then I need to change all of them. That's tiring, I know. That's why I stop and think to continue it another day.

Talking about Renzi.. OMG, my UTAU! My lil bro asked to me, "Sis, how's your UTAU? You said you're gonna use my voice right?" I tried to dodge, "Ah, right. I'm still looking for some informations." Well that's true. But beside that, I think I need a new microphone. Alright, all I have to do is using my 2 days holiday really well with making my own UTAU. But.. I hope my dear laptop wants to cooperate with me tomorrow and so on ;____;

Song of the day; I'll just say Len is a girl here so it's okay

These Days..

After months I haven't watched any animes, so I start to download some--again. First I watched Durarara!! which is already in my computer. Thou only 3 episodes (the total is 5, but those 2 have problems so I delete them). Then I found it interesting, so I tried to download more episodes. Sadly, Animecrazy.net has those episodes, but not with the Megaupload and Depositfiles. I don't know what's the problem (maybe terms of copyright? who cares about copyright, anyway?), but it is annoying. Because I don't have any other choice, so I guess torrent will do. But sometimes it has errors, so it won't download. Geez.. Life isn't really fair for me these days.

Beside Durarara!! (that anime is really impressing--now I'm Kida's fangirl :DD), I also download Soul Eater and K-On!. Fortunately, I haven't found any disturbing things about downloading those good animes except the internet (idk, sometimes suddenly it's disconnected--tries to mess up with me eh). Hey, I wonder if I don't go with the trend of anime. I mean like, these days usually people like to watch Bleach, Naruto, FMA, and others. But not with me. I go with my own choices. I mean, well.. Never mind. Anyway in Soul Eater, there's Crona. No one knows if he's a he or she's a she. But somehow I look Crona as a she. Well... Maybe because her seiyuu is a girl? Yeahs, it's Sakamoto Maya if I don't get it wrong. But she looks like a girl. Comments in Animecrazy say, many of them thought that she's a girl. Just like I do, but I stand with that. That's why I like the pairing of Death the Kid and Crona. But if Crona is a boy, then I'll surely hate it.

Today I presented my English essay about nuclear radiation. I remember last night I spent about hours to search around. Well.. I'm the one who made the essay, but I didn't understand some words. Like, nuclear fusion, nuclear fission, exposure, chemical, and others. I remember after we presented our essay, the judges opened their Oxford dictionary. So.. even the teachers don't know some of those words. My friend said I talked too fast during our presentation. I tried to make it slower, but maybe I was too nervous so I didn't remember how to slow my talking. But I feel relieved when there's someone who spoke faster that I did :DDD

Oh right, manga! I'm reading Shiki anyway. Haven't found any good manga lately. And I read Shiki if I remember about it, and if I have time for it. I think it's about medical things, that I don't really understand. But since I read it for fun, so I'll just enjoy the storyline.

Song of the day; UTAU's power!

GLIDER

Well that's a name of a VOCALOID PV illustrator. I don't know what to put on the title bar, so here it comes. Though I won't talk much about him/her. Probably his works look so simple yet beautiful.

TABLET! Damn, I have to get started with CG as soon as possible. But that's a no-no if I don't have any tablet on my hand. However, I still don't know how to color a picture with computer. I mean, the artstyle or whatever you call it. I decide if I have my own tablet and I start to color my own pictures with computer, I'd like to color them with blurry coloring. Well.. how to put it.. Just like the picture on the top. Beautiful, isn't it? I understand it might needs experiences for people to make that kind of picture (anyway~~ that isn't from Glider, it's from Sign.kyuu--just in case if you misunderstood)

Oh right, my birthday is coming! *yay!* How nice, the school is going to surprise me with tests. Yep, on 19 and 20 November there will be tests for us. But who cares if you're going to get your own tablet and tiramisu on your birthday. Yeahs, my mom's going to make tiramisu for me! Step right up, people! The tiramisu is all mine!

I re-watched Spirited Away a few days ago, and it's really nostalgic. How come it's not, since I haven't watched it more than 5 years. And it's still amazing. No wonder why I told my friend when I was in 3rd grade that I had a crush on Haku :P But I think I wasn't really serious about it thou. Of course, 3rd grade. What did I understand about having crush on someone?

UTAU. I'm planning to make it as soon as possible, but I think it'd be better if I make it on my birthday. Nothing in special, but I need to draw my own UTAU right? And I need tablet first. And.. I wonder if I have to remake Shira and Furai's costums since they look so traditional. They look so.. Chinese, if I can say. But oh well. No one would care about it. Anyway, I haven't decided what will Shira's debut song be. If just I can make it by myself..

I have my new favorite Vocaloid right now. It's Nekomura Iroha! Yay! *applause* Her figure is like a little girl but her voice is really mature and realistic! I'm sorry Rin, Len, Gumi.. Please forgive me. Anyway, I like Iroha's version of Tori no Uta better than others'. And I also like her own song called Toradei... blah blah blah. Can't remember it since it's still in Japanese. Well I hope she'll get a partner soon. Maybe VY2? But Iroha and Mizki pairing is just fine for now (doesn't mean I like yuri thingy; their voices both are really human-ish).

Song of the day; alright, so this one is made by Glider. see?

Nothing in Particular

Yep. The title says all. I haven't posted anything recently. So this is it.

Oh yeah, I have a personal question. And I think no one would know it since this blog is kinda "private".

What does love means?

Well, I had a crush about 3 years ago. But now I'm not sure if I love someone. Because there's a boy in my English class, and I'm happy when I saw him. Just like that. Is that what we called with love?

Alright. Finish. That's just an intermezzo. I don't know what's wrong with me. But let's just say I was kidding about that--though you can call it a fact.

And... I joined a chorus! Yeah, a chorus! This time isn't a VOCALOID song. Just for fun. I can't wait for it. But it seems the song mixer won't do it in few days. Sigh.. Don't tell me I need to gain more patience since it already ran out.

Song of the day; it's Meiko's time! hurray!

Ack! My Dear Voice--!!

So I watched some tutorial videos about how to change your voice in Audacity. Then I tried. I recorded my voice randomly, and change the pitch randomly too. You know what? No voice is similar with a real male voice (yep, I'm trying to change my voice to guy's voice). They're too.. airy. So, sometimes it sounds like a 19-year-old male, and in other time it sounds like a fat guy's voice. Geez.. I only got a satisfying result in make-my-voice-higher.

Okay, you may question me why do I want to change my voice after I record it. Hello, of course it's for my UTAU. It is fine for me if I use my own voice (without any editing) for Shira's voice. But for Furai? Where can I get a 15-year-old guy voice? Schoolmates? No--of course not. I don't get along well with the guys. And I don't even tell my close friends about my UTAU project since they won't understand about this. Sigh.. Should I make Furai's voice from Shira's voicebank with using the flags?

Yeap, no song of the day today. What's the reason? Lazy. What else?

I am Impressed

The title says all. Yes, I'm impressed. I'm impressed with my acting. You guys already know I have another account in anihub, and it's a guy. Lately, I haven't used it because of many reasons (bet you won't ask why). But then when I checked my Rin facebook account, someone made a video for her friends in anihub. So she put her friends' pictures in order and named them. And you know what, my guy account comes before my Rin account! I'm sure she put the order starts from her bestfriends. But hey, my guy account? Comes before mine? Haha! That makes me want to use my guy account more. (nice, I just revealed my big secret to the world) But I'm not sure if she looks my guy account as a guy. Oh well. Never mind.

Another UTAU talk. Since I'm not sure if I can start to make my own utau voicebank, so I just downloaded others' voicebanks and use them. Recently, I made Soune Renji sings Migikata no Chou. Totally, out of tune. Not really. It's less-sound effects. So I just keep the wav. The song which I'm done with is Anti the Holic. I used Soune Ria's and Shion Yowa's voices. Probably Yowa sings Rin's part, and Ria sings Luka's part. I was planning to make Renji and Ritsu sing World's End Dancehall. But somehow it's way too slow. So I abort it. Well, Renji sounds good if he sings in low tone. Believe me. And Ritsu, I prefer his female voice. Which means he's good in high tone.

Today. Nothing's fun to tell, particularly.

Song of the day; here's the PV. seriously, I haven't watched this completely. I just like the song.

UTAU Project

.. and I'm still got stuck on it. Geez.. What's wrong? Is it because of the program or my laptop or myself? I already asked around, and find the answers but sometimes I don't get it or it doesn't work. Now I'm still waiting for another reply in VO (yeah, someone has the same problem with me and I'm glad). Well, I have a friend from Youtube. Probably now she's working with her own UTAU and maybe I can ask her. But she said she's not an expert yet, but she'll try to answer my question. Yet I haven't asked anything to her. Oh well. Maybe I just need to solve my problem with more effort.

Talking about UTAU, I already made my UTAUs' designs. I'm planning to make at least two UTAU. Their personalities, their outfits, their character items, everything. So here they are.

1. 松風　シラ　(Matsukaze Shira)

Probably Matsukaze means the sound of wind over the pine trees. And Shira.. just taken from Shirayuki which means Snow White. She has short hair, shorter than Rin's (I guess). The color is.. maybe cream and green on the each tip of her hair. Deciding the colors was the hardest part. I even asked my lil bro for suggestions.

Okay. So she's childish, careless, always curious about something, self-centered, cheerful, sometimes nosy, and.. else. Her height is about 159 cm (around 5'2" feet; eh?) and her weight is 45 kg (99 lbs). She's 16 years old. She likes apples, books, trees, friends, sleeping, eating, and cooking. She dislikes fire, hugs, kisses, insects, being hate, bullied, yaoi/yuri, ghosts, and get dirty. And her character item is chocolate (any other idea?). Her outfit's colors are dominated with green, black and white. I can't describe it well, so just wait until I finish the drawings. Her eyes' color is gold (reminds me of Train from Black Cat).

If you say she looks like me, she IS me. Well, she's not. Just the personalities. Her height and weight are counted into my wish-list. I'm so skinny and short.. Stop.

2. 松風　フライ　(Matsukaze Furai)

I don't know what Furai means. It just came across my mind. Whenever I type it in hiragana, it turns into katakana automatically. Anyway, their surname was Kazetai. But it seems I can't type both of them in kanji. They don't match. So I searched around for words within kaze (kaze means wind, in case if you don't know). His hair is black with blue color on the tip. I think I won't change it since I already like the color. Personally, I like his name. Furai. Sounds cool, doesn't it?

His personalities.. kind to everyone, friendly, funny, surprising (erm.. spontaneous, maybe?), strong, secretly always keeps Shira safe, popular, clumsy, and cheerful. He's younger a year than Shira, which means he's 15 years old. He's taller than Shira thou. 167 cm in height (5'4" feet) and 50 kg in weight (110 lbs). He likes jokes, teasing someone (especially Shira), sports, wagashi or japanese sweets, studying (somehow..), and lying down on the cold floor. He dislikes serious people, summer, cooking, failed cookings, dark, dogs and mosquitoes. His character item is ichigo daifuku (it's already decided <:). His outfit's colors are black, blue and white. So the difference between Shira's and Furai's outfit is just with the blue and green thing. His eyes' color is red (this one reminds me of Eve, from Black Cat either).

Furai is Shira's stepbrother. They have same father, but different mother. So we can say their father married with Shira's mother. When Shira's mother already pregnant, they divorced and their father married with Furai's mother. Shira born, and about a year later Furai followed.

And now, both Shira and Furai are travelling around the.. cyber-world (?) or world instead. If they're being asked about their nationalities, what should they (or I) say? Maybe they can only sing Japanese songs, but.. Can I just put the information that they're travelers?

About their outfits, I just can tell you that the outfits look really traditional. I don't know how to put it but they do look traditional. Wait until I post the pictures.

Song of the day (not from Vocaloid, sorry); I was planning this song would be Shira's debut song. but..

Burnt Cookies; AARGH!!

No, I didn't make cookies yesterday. But two days before today. Yep. Cookies. I made some cream scones before I helped my mom with her pineapple jam-filling cookies and cashew-and-cornflakes cookies. Almost half of our cookies are burnt. Especially my cream scones. About 2/3 of total are burnt. Oh well. My mom sprinkled some powder sugar on the scones, and it tastes delicious--a bit. Guess it'll be better if I dip the scones in melted chocolate. But maybe next time.

After I'm done with the scones, I helped my mom with the pineapple jam-filling cookies first. The jam was handmade. Our maid made it before. And of course it's not as smooth as the canned pineapple jam. I don't really like pineapple jam, so I don't want the cookies as well.

After that, I helped my mom with the cashew-and-cornflakes cookies. My lil sis and I mixed the butter and the sugar. Like usual, my lil sis did it with her own way. Like, moved the hand-mixer forward and backward or right and left. I shouted at her to move it in circle, and she just stopped and didn't move the hand-mixer. Oh well. We laughed all the time. When my mom done with the cashew, I mix both the mixed butter and the cashew by hand. The mixed butter was so... soft... It could be the softest thing I've ever touch (okay, stop).

And like usual either, some of those crunchy cookies are burnt. But you know, when our maid baked the cookies, once the... oven? No, the stove. The stove on the upside was covered with crystal glass (I don't know what its name but it is the same kind of glass with the glass in cars' windows). Suddenly, the glass broke. Not all of the glass, but the.. tip of each side. I didn't there when the glass broke, but it must be an awesome view when you see a glass that broke by itself. My mom said it's because overheat. Well yeah, we baked the cookies with two ovens at once. And both ovens used the stove for the heat.

Okay, that's all. I'm not really on a good mood to write. Just want to remind the.. erm.. "sweet" memories with cookies.

Song of the day; I already listened to this song before I know the PV.

Signature

You.. (guys, whoever like to read my posts) must know if I have a VO or Vocaloid Otaku right? Nah I found a thread where you can request for making signature. And because I was bored, I tried to make one. Not really good, if you compare with other VO members' works. But I posted it on my Photobucket account and here's mine. Since it's too big, I won't post the picture here.

Oh ya, now I have my own account in Nico Nico Video! Yay! *celebrates* Honestly I had many accounts before, but I always forget the passwords. So those are blocked and I can't use them anymore. Yah.. I was too lazy to make another since I need to wait longer because Chrome needs to translate it first.

And so.. What else..

I went to Anihub chatroom for minutes, and because I was focusing onto another tab, I didn't realize that I opened Anihub chatroom. When I saw the tab and checked the chatroom, I don't know the people there. So I just left the chatroom without any byes (just like usual).

Tomorrow I need to go to school (well, I already said I have 3 weeks holiday didn't I?) because I have to make the wall magazine. For this month, is our class' turn to fill the wall magazine. I don't know what to do. Maybe I just make some small and simple pictures, and post them on the wall magazine. Or maybe make the design. Oh well. Just hope I won't wake up late tomorrow.

Song of the day; I talk about the PV, not the song. It's made by Indonesian person, believe me. And I like this one better than Miku's Romeo & Cinderella MMD

Vocaloid + Utau Video Talk

I'm in random thoughts, so let me post some videos here.

1. Hatsune Miku, Gumi - Matryoshka

This could be the best PV after Mozaic Role! But the difference is, the author of Mozaic Role is DECO*27 while the author of Matryoshka is Hachi. Yeah, usually Hachi uses Miku's voice but now he add Gumi in some lines. But gosh, he put Gumi's part in the right place! And on this song, Hachi doesn't make a long intro for this. Sometimes the intro annoys me. Some of Vocaloid songs has intros which are took about a minute! Just for the intro!

Lately, Matryoshka is being talked in Vocaloid Otaku. Especially for Gumi's fans (it means one of them is ME).

Aside from the PV, the song is good as well. Just like another Hachi work (Hold, Release; Rakshasa and Carcasses). The drawings look.. erm.. kinda creep me out but I have to admit those are unique. I love Hachi's style as well.

2. Namine Ritsu - Bad Apple!!

Ritsu! Ritsu! RITSU~~~~ Now I fall in love with Ritsu, officially. His voice is really soft, if I can say. This song is the 2nd best song from Ritsu, after Eternal Force Blizzard. To be honest, I like Ritsu's version better than others' Bad Apples!! But something always bothers me when I watch Ritsu's clips. The comments on Youtube always the same; they talked about Ritsu's boobs (<-- hate this word, really). I don't know how many times I said on my mind, "they're missiles! MISSILES!"

Geez.. Can't they search by themselves? Like, googling or wiki-ing? Well, the first song I've heard from Ritsu is Ura-Omote Lovers. And the comments told everything about Ritsu; his weight, his age, his clothes, and of course his.. missiles. I searched on google to make everything clearer. Now I'm wondering if there's a picture when Ritsu is being a guy. With his haircut, clothes, acts, everything. Maybe he'd look like Ted? Dunno. Talking about Ted, I like him better than Ritsu :> Especially for Ted's Under The Darkness.

3. Kamui Gakupo - Madness of Duke Venomania

Warning! Warning! 18+! 18+! For me, it is 18+ (honestly if you truly understand what Hachi thinks when he made Matryoshka, it could be 18+ too) I don't really mind about the storyline. I just enjoy the song and the.. "right" pictures. I think Gakupo shows his man sides here, obviously. Since I haven't found any Gakupo's songs when he acts as a perv (don't remind me of Len's SPICE!, Len broke my heart when he sang it v_v). And oh my! Gumi's being one of his victim! But she looks really beautiful there ^.^- Anyway, I didn't know if Gumi is 18 year-old. I haven't watched that PV completely, but in Rin's Maid wa Hoshi Kara (why I talked about it HERE?) it said Gumi is 18. Uh, oh.

Talking about the drawings, I like Suzunosuke's style (aside from Hachi's, of course). I wonder if Suzunosuke could collaborate with DECO*27 or Hachi, but I think they won't. Because both DECO*27 and Hachi draw their own PV. But well, I admire all of them :>

Oh yeah, if I remember about Vocaloid's author, then I'd say DECO*27, Hachi and Mothy (they made the Evil series. you know, the servant of evil, etc. etc?). Sometimes, the Vocaloid's videos Youtube uploader add authors description about the PV. But I don't really pay attention for those.

I Will Never Ever Go to The Chatroom!

Another problem comes. Anihub is being contaminated by sick people (_ _)" Most of them are perv, and talk about weird things. I can't laugh like others since it's not funny for me. I can't response anything since people won't notice me. And I can't be one of them since I don't want to. Yeah, I don't like bad people. And I don't want to like them. It's better to talk to myself than to talk to them. Geez.. Oh anyway, I don't mean to tell that I'm a good person either. It's just.. Uh..

VO Chorus! I'm working on it! I'm trying to sing SPICE! well, and practice with the instrument version of it. Still, I can't make my voice better. I only have 2 choices; sing with my original voice (which is a bit heavy or something) or my singing voice (it's not really high, but it sounds like a man tries to sing with woman's voice oAo;;). Ugh, I know I don't have a good voice like Rin's, or Vocaloid's. But at least I try. And yeah, I need a mic soon. I already have the song editor and the SPICE! instrument, I just need to record my voice and edit it and send it *thou I don't know yet how to send it and to whom

I watched Hachiko movie alone in the morning, and it was so sad. I cried twice, but when I was on the sad scene our maid scolded me about my messy clothes. I couldn't focus, so I couldn't cry much.

Tonight, there'll be a party for ex-high school board, especially for the chairmen, secretaries, and treasurers. I was a treasurer, so the school invited me (honestly the girl chairman did). But I said I can't since I have an English class at that time. She didn't give me any reply, so I think it's alright. And somehow I felt unwanted. Just like when I was a treasurer. Only the chairmen and secretaries did the meetings. When the treasurer needed, usually they didn't tell me about the meetings. Sigh.. Now I wonder why I wanted to be a candidate for school chairman. Yep, I was a school chairman candidate. But I didn't attend the campaign day since I had a fever. No wonder the school placed me as a treasurer while our new treasurer wasn't a candidate for school chairman. Yet, I still get mad everytime I remember about it. That isn't fair! I should be the secretary! Oh well, too late. Even thou it's not, of course I can't say that.

Last thing to say before song of the day; I hope I wasn't me.

Song of the day; another great job from AVTechNO!

Being a Guy is Better

Yep, now I'm using my another account in Anihub which is a guy. I tried hard so people won't think that I'm a girl and I did it! Though I feel sorry because I've lied to them. But as a guy in Anihub chat, it's totally awesome! I enjoy it very much! People respect me better, they also doing fine with me. If I'm bored, they (especially girls, which I don't really care about them) tried to make me doing something or be active. I don't know if I'll leave my Black Rin account sooner or later, but believe me; being a guy in Anihub is cool. And it might be the coolest thing I've ever did.

Before I made a guy account, I kept on saying that being a guy is much more easy and fun that being a girl. Now I can't reject that fact since I already have the proof. And I'm wondering when will I tell the truth to the other members who know my guy account. Well, I think I can keep the secret forever. But who knows what will happen next?

Anyway, I did say that I'm starting to like Gumi. But really, all I know about Gumi is just something general. I do not feel like her truly fan or something yet. Of course it makes me sad. It'd be useless if I only search for Gumi in Youtube. The newest video didn't come to the top, still.

I've been wondering this about days; what do I like about Gumi? And I found the answers; her hair is short and green (which is my favorite), her voice is so soft, some of her personalities are similar with mine, and another reasons that I can't tell.

I haven't find any good songs lately, so sorry.

It Reminds Me..

Have you read a manga called "Koko ni Iru Yo!"? It's about a girl who is a loner and has no friend called Sumino Hikage. She only has 2 friends through her blog, Kuro Usagi and Mega Pig. At first, Sumino already made the blog, but after about a year Kuro Usagi came and started to comment and talk with Sumino. So, what am I talking about?

Well, it's like I have a blog but no one dare to read it. Shall I wait for a year or more? Hey, I already posted the link for my blog at different places and websites but still.. no one. But no! I have to try harder! There are many sites that haven't been posted by my link! Rin, ganbatte!

And yeah, I said I was glad my laptop has came. But then, after less than a week, it became slower and sloooooweeeeeeer... Geez, does it have viruses? I bet it has. My teacher said when he fixed my laptop it has thousands viruses on it. Sigh. I've tried to download any free antivirus program, but no use. Maybe I can do the same thing, like using it through years until it's dead or something. Yah.. Good luck, my laptop.

Song of the day; Miku's day, I guess.

Dang Chromium

Have you heard about Google Chrome? Yep, it's a browser from Google. I've been using it lately, but one day I can't download it. So my friend suggested me to use Chromium or Chrome Plus since he said the maker just add some stuff on Google Chrome and he made it better. Yes, BETTER.

So what's the problem? Okay, my mouse (you know, a thing which allows you to move the pointer on your laptop) is kinda broken. You can say, once I need to tap it hard so the pointer could click on something. And other time, the pointer clicked twice even though I'm not tapping on it that hard. It becomes worse since Chromium said, if you clicked twice on the tab, automatically the tab will be closed. I was glad since there's a reopen-tabs button, but of course it's annoying when you clicked on a tab, suddenly the tab is closed when you don't want it to be closed. Especially when you wait for Youtube to load and accidentally you closed the tab. Can't you say it's annoying?

Anyway, I'm working on my new video. Well, the song is Floating Love, Moon Flower and the original singers are Megurine Luka and Kagamine Len. I'm planning to make another version of it. Yah.. I won't say the details. It's better to be a surprise, right? Oh yeah, my new video Utsumuku Kimi E has been released on Youtube. I'm kinda satisfied with the quality of the pictures either the song. And whoa... Ten watchers in one day! Yay!

Song of the day; Still... VIVA Gumi! I just noticed that Gumi has many fans out there o__o

Day filled with Bad and Luck

I found a kitten, and I lost her in the same day. Kinda funny, isn't it? I found her while I was went home. She's really small, and she sounds really low. I bought her home, and our housemaid hardly accept my idea to keep the kitten in our house. And so, I took the responsible to take care of the kitten alone even though I wasn't sure.

I bathed her, dried the kitten with my old shirt, made her bed by shoes box, and asked my dad to buy some cat's food. He bought 2 cans of cat's food. I gave a can to the kitten. I decided, her name is Law. After she ate some of her lunch, she slept on her bed. The last time I saw she still on her bed is around 8 PM. Then, I saw a big cat which likes to hang around my house walked across the kitchen. And the stairs (well, I kept Law upstairs where our housemaid dried our clothes) is near the kitchen! After I heard a sound, I ran upstairs and checked Law's bed. She isn't there. I searched around, and still I couldn't find her. She's still a little kitten, I don't know if she could jump to the roof and walk away.

Now, it's raining. I went to save Law's bed and her food so they won't be wet. My left foot is bleeding because I stomped on a rock while I was running. Oh gosh. Can't I just have a kitten once more?

Anyway, I don't really like my grandma from my mom. She's way too old, and too childish. When she watched a drama, I sat beside her and surfed the internet. Suddenly she asked me, "Is he her boyfriend?" oh my God, couldn't you see I'm not watching anything? And when I'm still surfing the internet, she said, "You need to eat veggies." Gosh! What's wrong with that?! It's not dinner yet! Yah.. Now you know I'm not as kind as you thought.

Song of the day; LenXGumi! Though Gumi didn't took enough part on it

Laptop!! Welcome Home!!

So my laptop is already fixed now, yay! But well, the internet wire isn't connected well so I use my dad's.

Honestly, I make this post is just to show you some great videos :D

1. Lily's Chloe

This is the first song I've heard from Lily, the brand new Vocaloid. The comments from her other clip said she's the mixing of Luka and Rin (and I think I'll got some difficulties to differ between Rin and Lily) and she does sound like Luka. But I think I'll prefer Lily though. Well, some comments on her Super Sonic Dance said they don't like her. I bet they haven't listened to Lily's Chloe >:)

2. Gumi's Forever Tears

I like this song, after I know Lily. Honestly, I didn't really listened to this before I found out that Chloe song author is the same with this one. Can you tell the similarities between those songs? Well, I can but I don't have the right way to explain it ^.^"a

P.S. : Four words; I love those songs very much. Eh, those are six. And now it's ten.

Okay, lame joke

Sweets? I'm Coming!

Yes, now I'm still searching for some sweets recipes after I got chocolate truffles, Nanaimo bars, and cream scones recipes with me. I've found S'mores, peppermint bark, apple crisp (believe me, I already tried to search for this about hours), and others. Well, the easiest recipes to make is S'more and peppermint bark. For S'more, let's just say all you need to do is bake small marshmallows with chocolate chip between 2 graham crackers in the oven. It's really simple, but one question; where can I find graham crackers? I already googled it, and I don't get any results. Graham crackers aren't sold in Indonesia. Sigh.. And so, all I have to do is make it by myself. The problem is, I haven't found any reliable recipe. I mean, graham crackers homemade recipes with the pictures of the processing. I don't want to search for it on Youtube, it just makes my plan worse. Geez, bring your mom's laptop while you're trying to cook something in the kitchen? That's not even funny.

Okay, I give up. I have to accept that I can't find any graham crackers recipes with pictures. When I saw this, it's like making graham crackers is easy than I expect. And well.. Why don't I start to make it tomorrow? Nah, no... My mom's gonna leaving tomorrow. Why should I call it--for calming her mind? Sorta.

Since my mom's gonna "calm her mind" for a week, I think I need to wait until I can make all those recipes. I can kill my time with searching for more easy recipes, planning where can I buy the ingredients, and stuff (maybe some of those ingredients only able in BIG supermarkets on BIG cities, means I really need to wait until my mom visits her friend who lives in a big city). I've counted how many times those recipes require heavy cream on it. All of them. All of the recipes I printed out. About printed recipes, I think I'll print S'more and graham crackers recipes (though I don't know when I will make them).

Oh yeah, one more thing. I've been wondering; why people like to add some liquor or alcohols mixed in their sweets, like cakes and chocolates? Seriously, in my chocolate truffles recipes, it said you have to add some kind of alcohol which includes water (well, alcohols have hard-to-remember names, aren't they?). What're those alcohols for? It is okay if I don't add those, isn't it; since I won't add them?

Song of the day; VIVA Gumi! Yay! So this is what people called with second impression (?) Wonder if I can find Gumi sings duet with Len

Train is Mine; No one Can Change that!

Yep, I like Train more than Len; the cold Train, I mean. Hey, haven't I told you that I like cold-hearted guy? It's not important after all. I even changed my profile picture to Saya on Anihub xD and I was wondering if I fell from the high branch, Train may come and catch me, lol. What a dream. I also change my background music for my Anihub profile; from Anti The Infinite Holic to Daia no Hana (sorry Vocaloid, you'll get the turn later). Really, I was looking for a video, and then I found Card Captor Sakura opening parody by Vocaloid. Then, I clicked Black Cat opening on the related videos. Starts from there, I'm in love with Train (well, I have watched Black Cat before and it's kinda like "the 2nd meeting")

My laptop still in fixing. I already gave it to my teacher, so he can fix the laptop. My teacher said, he need to restart the laptop (I mean, really RESTART it; like new one) so he will take the hard-disk and save the files there before. Phew.. At least the files are saved now..

Song of the day; sorry if it's not from Vocaloid, but I hope you like it ^.^ (don't forget, TRAIN IS MINE!)

Oh My Dear Laptop, Please Come Back!

I do almost cry since I can't turn on my dearly laptop T^T But hey, about days later I'll get a Windows Setup original CD-Rom and an external DVD player. Don't worry laptop, I'll save yah!

Sigh.. What a boring day.. Anyway, my friends are going to join a comedy drama competition. I was hoping to help them with the script, but I think they don't need any change for it. Honestly, I found some mistakes on it and I wanted to tell them about it. But I'm afraid they will think I'm a person who likes to being nosy on them. Oh well. Let it be.

Oh, haven't I told you about my English course's classmates were going to join it too? Well, finally we aren't. I haven't done the script, and my classmates argued about the competition to our teacher. And the teacher said maybe I can join the writing competition. I'm not sure if the festival will hold that kind of competition. I just said yes, though I'm not sure.

Wait, HEY! They found my Tsubasa Chronicle videos! Well, I didn't put any copyright info below them, so I'm the one who wrong. There, I deleted three of them. Now, all of my videos are made by me, ORIGINALLY.

Song of the day; to be honest, I like this one better than Kagamine's *sorry, Rin! Len!

That's a Nice Hairstyle

So, I've been wondering--I saw a boy, he's my junior. A year younger. He got a nice haircut. When I saw him, I always admired his hair. Anyway, haven't I told you that I always look at guys at their hairs first? Okay, and I really want him to sit in front of me, and doesn't move except when I need him to. I want to draw his hair; really. I hope I can tell you how good his hair is. But you already know I can't talk to guys, especially when I don't know their names. Yes, I don't know what's my junior's name.

Head got Hit--Ouch!

So I went to school with my lil sis. As usual, we went to school by public car. And we need to walk to a supermarket, so we can get a public car in the street in front of it. The problem is, my shoes weren't untied well. I thought I need to jump into the public car so I won't step the shoes' ties. And I did JUMP into the public car. But the public car's door isn't high enough so the up side of the door hit my head.

For a second, I closed my eyes when my head got hit. But when I opened them, suddenly I already sat on the ground. I don't know why can I fell like that. I asked my lil sis but she answered, I only fell like "that". Uh.. My head still hurts, y'know =.=

Anyway, the last lesson at school for 7th and 8th grade is about choosing a club. All students need to join one club on Tuesday, except for 9th grade (how boring). I used to join journalist club when I was in 7th and 8th. Now, there's a cooking club. I envy the students who can join it.

First Day Study in 9th Grade

Yes, today was the first day I study in 9th grade. Because of the teacher, I think I'll like sociology lesson. Anyway, on Monday we usually make a national ceremony (whole schools in Indonesia do that every Monday) on a field. It takes about 1 hour. And because I don't have enough breakfast, I almost exhausted and fainted. I felt so dizzy, and my sight was blur. It was nice because I have a new experience but I think I wasn't really cool since I almost fainted because I only drank a glass of milk on the morning.

I told my lil sis not to tell my mom about it (anyway, my lil sis also almost fainted). I just don't want my mom to know. Surely she will scold me about breakfast, etc. Back to the lesson, I took a note on sociology and biology. For the sociology, somehow we really wanted to write something. And still the teacher gave us a homework; to draw the world map on A4 paper. Well.. I'm glad we need to submit it on Friday. But.. Oh well, I need a paper with squares on it.

Collecting Anime Characters

I did talked about my plan on mixing anime, didn't I? Anyway, I've found characters for Ian and Mika. For Ian, I'll use Kida Masaomi from Durarara! and for Mika, I'll use Sakura from Tsubasa Chronicle. I think I'll try to use a character from Vampire Knight for Almi. Honestly I'm thinking to use Suiseiseiki from Rozen Maiden, but I think she's not like Almi. I mean, yes for the appearance. But no for her.. character? Uh, never mind.

I don't have any idea yet for Riil's. Any suggestion? Let me tell you about Riil. He's a year younger than Almi and the rest. He's kinda a cold person, but in his heart he cares about the others. And anyway, Riil isn't Almi and Ian's cousin (forget about what did I tell you in last post). Rill's grandpa was a friend of Almi and Ian's grandpa.

Anyway, I forgot to tell my mom to buy heavy cream. She went to a town where there's a supermarket that sells heavy cream. Sigh.. I'm not old enough to be a forgetful person!

Last night I watched Alice in Wonderland part 1 (there're 2 parts). ALONE. With my slow and old laptop, when there's a fast movement the picture was blurry. Annoying, isn't it?

Fanmade Anime

Well.. I'm planning to make a fan-made anime. I watched a fan-made Twilight/New Moon trailer which is made by mixing many animes in one. And.. I got an idea to make my own story, and mix the animes by myself. First, I'll put the trailer. But if I got many comments which said I better start to make the episodes, then I'll try to make it (though I must be dreaming to receive that kind of comments).

Let me tell you the story; there was a girl, called Almi (local name :/). After she celebrated her own birthday, she had a dream. In her dream, she stood in front of herself. But that "herself" was looked darker, and colder. The "herself" was did what Almi did in her dream (like, raised her hands, etc.). But then, Almi's shadow (the "herself") whispered a name and a place to Almi. And on the next day, the person with the name died on the right time; in case of suicide.

Later on, Almi figured out that Ian--her classmate--is her cousin. Ian said, Almi might cursed because of their grandfather. With Ian, her bestfriend--Mika--and her other cousin--Riil--'s help, Almi tried to stop the curse. Though it'll end with the death of Almi.

New Video

I'm working for my new video. The song is Utsumuku Kimi E by Rin & Len. Honestly, I want to finish my other video first; Promise by Kaito, Meiko, Rin & Len. But I need to find more pictures. For Utsumuku, I think I need to edit some pictures (like cropping, etc.). That's why I downloaded Adobe Photoshop 30-days-trial. Annoying, isn't it? But I don't have any choice (well, I can use Photobucket editor, but my internet connection is slow =.=).

Okay, I just tried Adobe Photoshop and I give up. I don't know what should I do with the tools there. I know how to crop it, but I want to make the cropped picture is covered my transparent blue. I found how to put the transparent blue in gradient, but I don't want gradient. Sigh.. What should I do? I'm already dizzy with just one picture. And I should edit more than 10 pictures! Argh... =.=

Manga

I went to a bookstore with my mom to buy some notebooks for our new semester. Well... I have some books which I can use it again in my class, but of course it isn't enough.

After found enough books, I looked for ruler. Yeah, I lose my ruler somewhere. Usually I only use ruler at my home because I make my pencil-sketch-manga (the one about Shou and Seno; remember?) at home. I've never think to bring it at school, since the storyline is.. well, not good enough to be read by others. I'm not good at put the impact nor the zoom and angle. Okay, let's not talk about it.

So, I found the right ruler and I searched for manga to buy. Honestly, my friends said there was a big discount for books at that bookstore. And so I looked for the booth which held those books with big discount. I searched for it until the corners of the bookstore but I couldn't find it. Then, I gave up. I chose a manga and gave it to my mom to be paid on the cashier.

I'm Not a Great Fighter

I had a fight or battle on Anihub's chatroom. Because I was bored, Marie-sama asked me for a battle. I said yes, it was a training anyway.

The fight was ended because Marie-sama needs to go. I got my neck bitten. But she was fast (fast in typing, I mean). Next, Akie asked if I can be her training partner. I agreed. And I got the worst. My souhi is broken, my left arm is wounded. She even continued the training even though I didn't have any weapon with me. Still, she used her sword. That's unfair. Akie kept on saying she couldn't feel my attacks. Keh, what a lie. She's a coward. Still used a sword while her enemy didn't.

Chocolate Milk

About the title, we have a bucket of chocolate milk. My siblings always make chocolate milk for themselves. So, I made one for myself too. Yes, it is tasty. But I only drink it when I'm hungry, lol. Seriously, after I drank a cup of chocolate milk I feel I'm full already. I hope I can get higher with drink milk daily :DD

The 2nd day I'm being a 9th grade student--SUPER SENIOR! (even Super Junior lose from me, lol) Of course! I don't have any senior now. Ha ha ha! Hey juniors, don't you ever dare annoyed me! Ha ha, kidding. I know they are good students. They won't make any problem with their seniors. But I miss when I was in 8th grade v.v It's the best grade ever! *aside from 6th grade though. It's because.. well, I just like it. My friends do too. Maybe it's because in 9th grade we are forced to focus on our national exams. Aw sheesh.. I hope we won't face it =.=

A Donut Made My Day

I was bored, bored, and bored for the whole day. I played Harvest Moon : Animal Parade, and I searched for link to download Fate/Stay Night game. I found one, and suddenly I realized it's only the English patch. And I searched around, searched, searched, and I found a link to download with torrent. Before that, I was looking for how-to-download-with-torrent. It's still downloading though, 1.5% from 1.88 GB (Gosh, I wish my laptop's hard disk could handle that much)

And then, my mom came home late. Traffic jam, of course. But she bought us donuts. I don't have much time to choose between mango with cream or green tea with sliced almonds. So I took the green tea one. AND, I'm watching Kagamine Rin & Len's "Itsuka no Monogatari". There isn't any English subs for it. But I guess the title is "A Story of.." blah blah blah. Yet, I haven't found any song related to Kagamine Rin & Len with those golden wings. Oh well, I found a picture with Len has a right golden wing and Rin with a left golden wing. On that picture, there isn't any link to Nico Nico Video. So I got no idea. Well.. There is a title on it, and it makes me wish, I hope I was a Japanese.

I Woke Up at 9 AM

I swear I woke up at 9 AM. No doubt about it. I woke up and suddenly looked at the clock on the wall; 9 AM. My lil bro already has his 2-hours-playing-laptop that I promised to him (okay, last night I told my lil bro to bring my cellphone to me because it was in the 2nd floor and I was in the 1st floor, and you know what's next).

Okay, last night I spent my time with drawing Rin with her pose on her songs; UNBALANCE and Fate of Soul. For UNBALANCE, I just drew her with half of her face--just with her right side--and her hand stood beside her right ear. I made the shadow effect, because I think it'd be better with that. And when I showed it to my siblings, they said she looks like a GUY. My my, I remember when I was in elementary school, when I drew a guy my friends said he looks like a girl. And now? Seems like my drawings already improved... a bit.

Random Post

Well yeah, I'm bored now so I think I can make a random post.

Anyway, if I can share to you, I'm on making a manga. As you can see; pencil sketch, messy lines, scattered dialogs, weird storyline, scary drawings, and other stuff. Let me just tell you the story. There was a 14-year-old guy, called Shun (copy cat, lol). He just moved into a small town where his aunt lived. On the first day, he walked on the street and stopped in front of an old-book store. There were 2 girls stood in front of it, and they said someone had stomped by a bookshelf but they couldn't open those glass doors because of the shelf. Then, Shun broke the door and help the girl who was being stomped by a shelf. She called Seno.

A Week Left

I already spent the 1st week holiday on my hometown. It wasn't fun, it was AMAZING! INCREDIBLE! On the 2nd day I was there, my mom's family (like my cousins, and my aunts) and I went to a beach. It took us about.. 6 hours to the beach. But the view is satisfying! So we didn't feel exhausted or else.

Next day, we went to waterfall. The water is cold (of course). I played the water slide, ALONE. Wonder if I can go there next time with my siblings. On the way to the waterfall, we passed the hospital where I was born--Catherine Booth. I didn't have time
to go in, so I just looked at it from the street.

Anyway, when I was on the way to the beach, we stopped for a lunch on my aunt's.. err.. how should I say it--lake? Nah, something like that. We had grilled fishes and boiled shrimps as a lunch. Quite mouth-watering, isn't it? And on the way home from the beach, we also had lunch on my aunt's lake. Grilled fishes, grilled shrimps, boiled shrimps, and boiled crab. Okay, now I'm bored of those seafood.

I Thought Today is Sunday

So, my siblings already left to Banjarmasin (where my dad uses to work) and it's really silent at home. And I didn't know what to do but deal with the laptop. So I reread my Percy Jackson : The Lightning Thief (advertisement1), slept again in the morning until 11 AM (I really did!), and played Cake Mania 4 (advertisement2) until it's finished (well, I finished it for 3 days). I tried to text my lil sis, but she replied it with a blank message (don't think she gave me a riddle since she doesn't understand better than me when she reads Meitantei Conan). And so.. I killed my time with editing my Anihub's profile layout, and those annoying scrolls icon keep bothering me. I don't know what to do, so I let them stay on my profile.

Tomorrow I will go to my hometown. My mom already told me to pack my clothes. I did start it. When my mom isn't watching over me, I went back to my laptop. Okay, my laptop is annoying. She (alright, call my laptop a she) likes to bothering me with "not responding programs" and my internet cable is her ally. So they team-up to annoy me. Oh well, I'm just.. bored. Mind that.